I have attempted many things in my life that I never would have thought of doing when I was growing up in my small hometown of Oil City, PA. I married my high school sweetheart which at the time was a pretty normal thing for people to do. However, he was a career Navy man and the day after our wedding he drove me away from the security of our hometown, and we have been on an adventure since then.
I have seen the Atlantic ocean, the Pacific ocean, Tokyo Bay, Sagami Bay, and the finger lakes around Mt Fuji, the Gulf of California off San Felipe, the Gulf of Mexico . I have been to Tokyo several times, been on an aircraft carrier for a day, been mountain climbing in Maine with our five month old daughter, passing her between one another while we climbed to the top (not our most prepared moment). I have run across the Golden Gate Bridge for fun, fallen off a bike into a rice paddy, eaten some strange foods not knowing what they were. I have felt adventurous, bold, brave. I have had fun. I know in comparison to others, these are all small things to accomplish, but, for this small town girl who never thought she would see anything except the Allegheny River and Oil Creek, these are big things.
I said all of the above because yesterday as I was preparing for some decorating for our upcoming Ladies Retreat, I came across a clip art that showed a woman leaping from one mountain top to another. This piece of clip art stopped me. I literally stopped what I was doing and just stared at the image for several moments. It wasn’t necessarily a striking image, it was just a woman in mid-air between two outcropping peaks of a mountain. I have jumped across mountain outcroppings like this before without a thought as to what I was doing, and normally I would just smile and continue to look for what I originally was searching for.
However, I stopped. I studied this image. My heart joined in the study. This clip art spoke of faith. This person photographed an act of faith. This woman left a piece of ground she was certain of. She knew what she was standing on. It was firm land, safe land. She left that security and leapt not knowing what the ground across from her would be like. Would that ground be as firm as what she just left? When she landed again would the ground be firm or would it be slick? Would there be rocks covered in moss or gravel? Would she stumble or slip? These questions flooded my mind as I stared at the clip art.
Then, a question came to my mind, “When was the last time you took a leap of faith?” The answer to myself was not positive. I once thought myself adventuresome. There was a part of me that smiled because I had done so many things that a girl from Oil City never thought of doing, and yet, here I am, now an older woman from South Carolina who leads a pretty ordinary, quiet life.
Have I settled? Have I told myself it’s time that I shouldn’t expect that rush of excitement and adventure? All these questions and thoughts flooded my mind and heart in a five-minute time frame, and then kept rattling around my brain since. In getting older, those leaps of faith come with a bit of wisdom and experience, memories of skinned knees, aching limbs, racing hearts and disappointments jump up in the front of my mind. I don’t want to miss out though.
While in Japan, hubby and I went to the mountains for a weekend retreat. Our car’s battery had been blown so the car wouldn’t start on its own, we had to push it to start it. We drove that beat up old car into the mountains, each time we stopped I would get out and push it as I didn’t know how to drive a stick shift then, and popping a clutch was an unnatural feat for me. But, it was during that memorable trip that Psalm 121 became a part of my life. To me, it speaks of faith, leaping faith, and I close sharing it here with you.
Psalm 121 (New Living Translation)
A song for pilgrims ascending to Jerusalem.
1 I look up to the mountains—
does my help come from there?
2 My help comes from the Lord,
who made heaven and earth!
3 He will not let you stumble;
the one who watches over you will not slumber.
4 Indeed, he who watches over Israel
never slumbers or sleeps.
5 The Lord himself watches over you!
The Lord stands beside you as your protective shade.
6 The sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon at night.
7 The Lord keeps you from all harm
and watches over your life.
8 The Lord keeps watch over you as you come and go,
both now and forever.
I am now challenged to look for places to leap out in faith. Will I succeed? I really don’t know, all I know is I am going to look for places to leap, it may only be jumping across a puddle for now, but maybe, just maybe I have a mountain top or two to leap over.
Thanks for stopping by today, Cathi (DAF)