Well, I have been at work for a little over a week. I am getting into a schedule of getting to bed and getting up on time. That is the easy part.
I had hoped for an adventure in working. I should clarify that, a good adventure. One where I would get to know new people, learn new computer programs and even feel positive about myself.
This week I have felt like I was trapped in the part of a fun house with doors. Doors that open and lead right back to the same place you were originally. That is fun and understandable when you do it a couple of times. It can even be humorous. When locked in a room where you go in circles and do nothing is maddening.
I would like to see this situation six weeks from now. I would like to get a glimpse of it resolved and settled. Just a glimpse, then I think I would have the stamina to continue to go through doors that only lead right back to where I was five minutes ago.
No, not much has changed. Still no desk. Still no chair. I actually do have a key. No phone though. Had a phone for a day and then today I don’t. I hear my computer is coming. Open door. Walk in circle. Come back to door.
Yes, I am frustrated and a bit discouraged. But, I will head to bed, hopefully sleep, and get up and try again tomorrow. Maybe soon I will have clarity of thought so that I can think to write about something that is not a rant and complaint. Until then, continue to pray and know I will be appreciative of you. Thanks, DAF